Age: 23
Where: Arizona
Status: Married
Asdfghjkl
I have been mad all day over things I have no control over. Its making me tired. I miss my mean wife… but how the coversation ended last night… I am still pretty heated from that. I miss her… but I am afraid to say anything her because I am in fear that I will take everything out on her. Asdfghjkl. I just want to stop being angry for nothing.
Drink.
I love to drink as any next person… but if you make it your life like sooo many people I know… then you should just leave me alone.
She says…
Forever… she says, always… she promises me… but I am only her time to waste.. until she finds what she actually wants. And I think that’s today. My heart can’t do, my heart can’t handle this. I guess, I’ll just move on.
| Me: | why did you say gross? It's a song about sex. You must be a virgin... Are you a virgin? O, no, wait, I don't want to know. |
| Little Brother: | I am not gonna tell you that. |
| Me: | good, don't tell me. Even when you have babies, I am still gonna assume you're a virgin. So, no, don't tell me. |
| Little Brother: | I am not a virgin. |
| Me: | YOU'RE A VIRGIN, YOURE A VIRGIN, YOURE A VIRGIN ! ! ! |
Needy
I feel like I am… but its not really fair to miss someone soo much that you want their attention all the time. O well. Some things and other people are so much important then I am. I get that, but don’t make empty promises. I guess, I am the only one like that. ON TOP OF THAT ! I so badly want to get high but can’t ! I made a promise I tend to keep for my girlfriend. I never thought it would be this hard. Only because my emtions tend to run a little intense and smoking is the only I know to keep the crazy at bay. Sleep sounds good and so does a taco.
