I have been mad all day over things I have no control over. Its making me tired. I miss my mean wife… but how the coversation ended last night… I am still pretty heated from that. I miss her… but I am afraid to say anything her because I am in fear that I will take everything out on her. Asdfghjkl. I just want to stop being angry for nothing.
I love to drink as any next person… but if you make it your life like sooo many people I know… then you should just leave me alone.
lets call this, “mom, I am not coming home tonight”
Forever… she says, always… she promises me… but I am only her time to waste.. until she finds what she actually wants. And I think that’s today. My heart can’t do, my heart can’t handle this. I guess, I’ll just move on.
sad face: when stupid eyeliner is not straight.
|Me:||why did you say gross? It's a song about sex. You must be a virgin... Are you a virgin? O, no, wait, I don't want to know.|
|Little Brother:||I am not gonna tell you that.|
|Me:||good, don't tell me. Even when you have babies, I am still gonna assume you're a virgin. So, no, don't tell me.|
|Little Brother:||I am not a virgin.|
|Me:||YOU'RE A VIRGIN, YOURE A VIRGIN, YOURE A VIRGIN ! ! !|
I feel like I am… but its not really fair to miss someone soo much that you want their attention all the time. O well. Some things and other people are so much important then I am. I get that, but don’t make empty promises. I guess, I am the only one like that. ON TOP OF THAT ! I so badly want to get high but can’t ! I made a promise I tend to keep for my girlfriend. I never thought it would be this hard. Only because my emtions tend to run a little intense and smoking is the only I know to keep the crazy at bay. Sleep sounds good and so does a taco.